Standalone Fics By Sidsel

Emne: Standalone Fics By Sidsel Tors Dec 25, 2008 9:54 pm

okay alle sammen (:
Jeg har tænkt mig måske at samle alle mine standalone fics her (: istedet for alle lave et nyt topic hver eneste gang.
Hvad syntes i?
Er det en god ide eller skal jeg bare lade være med at samle den alle sammen, sammen??
Vis jeg samler dem kan i allerede få en ny idag. haha (:

<3

Emne: Sv: Standalone Fics By Sidsel Tors Dec 25, 2008 9:58 pm

Jeg synes helt klart du skal samle dem Very Happy

Det er en rigtig god idé ..

Hm, måske skulle man også selv gøre det?

Og vil rigtig gerne have en ny standalone (;

Emne: Sv: Standalone Fics By Sidsel Tors Dec 25, 2008 9:58 pm

Jo tak det lyder rart ! xD

Emne: Sv: Standalone Fics By Sidsel Tors Dec 25, 2008 10:01 pm

Godt så gør jeg bare det (:
og så kan hvem der nu end styre den her side jo bare slette de andre topics (:

Emne: Sv: Standalone Fics By Sidsel Tors Dec 25, 2008 10:04 pm

Her var vidst den første jeg skrev (:
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Thanks but I just can’t.

He swore he would never live me.
He always said that he would be right there by my side.
He’s not here anymore his gone, gone forever and I’m never going to se him again, not ever.
I can still hear the scream. It still rings in my ear when I think about the day it happened. And I can this fell the thousands of tears that felled down on my cheek the day you despaired for ever.
I will always love you for what you did to me, but you shouldn’t. It wasn’t fair. Not if the risk was that you would die.
I am the reason your not here anymore, and it hurts so badly. There can’t go one day with out I’m thinking about it, I just can’t get it out of my head.
If you haven’t pushed me away the car would have it me and not you, and you would still be here, you would still be alive.
You wouldn’t be where ever you are now, you would be here, still singing, still playing your guitar, still say you love and you’ll never leave me. Still say that I get more and more beautiful by every single day and that I’m the only person you would ever love.
Every time I think of you I cry, every time I think of you, you still make me smile and every time I think of you I get this feeling that you want me to move on, find one who loves me and who can take care of me, but I can’t I just can’t. I can’t find another person when the only one I want is you.
And every time I think of you or someone mention you name I get a feeling, a felling of guilt.
That all of this was my fold, not yours only mine, you just tried to save me nothing else.
That is always what I will remember you fore.
Fore saving me.
Not only that day, but you also saved me the day we met for the first time.
If I haven’t met you I probably wouldn’t be the person I am now. I would still be that girl that I was back then, and I thank you so much for that.
I will always love you Danny and I hope you now that.
You are the only one who can hold me up.
I’m nothing with out.
If you can’t come back, then I’ll have to come to you.
I can’t live with out you.

Danny Jones
You saved me, but I can’t live with out you.
Sorry.

Emne: Sv: Standalone Fics By Sidsel Tors Dec 25, 2008 10:05 pm

nr 2 <3
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LOVE <3

I still remember the first time you looked at me.
The first time you talked to me,
the first time we hold hands,
the first time you kissed me and
the first time you said “I love you”
It’s been a year now and I still hope you love me, because I love you.
Every time we kiss I still fly up on my pink sky and every time you touch me I still get shivers down my spine.
Every time you are near me I fell so happy and I can’t think of any thing better than you.
I don’t think you even realise how happy you are making mere.
I was so unhappy before I met you.
I didn’t think there was something that could ever make me happy again, but then you came along and you changed my life completely.
There were always something messing in my life and I didn’t know what.
But after I gat to know you that hole I had in my heart slowly started to get filled, filled with love that you are giving me.
If you ever disappear I wouldn’t know what to do.
I don’t think I could ever live with out you in my life. I wouldn’t know what to do with my life. I would be lost in my own life.
I don’t think I could function right and I would be right back were I started if you weren’t in my life.
So please, please don’t live me.
Not ever.
I never felled like this before.
I love you so much. With all my heart I love you and I’ll always will.
I will never forget you, no matter what happens.

<3

Emne: Sv: Standalone Fics By Sidsel Tors Dec 25, 2008 10:06 pm

og nr 3 <3
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You didn’t remember me!

Many people fall in love. And many people stay in love forever.
But what about the ones who stops loving the person they ones loved?
And what about the persons who are lift behind bay there love ones?

I know I always will remember you, but if you still remember me I’m not so sure of. You have always said you loved me.
You have always protected me.
You have always said that everything is going me be alright and you have always been there for me. But it’s just like your not there anymore.
It’s like you are fading away, it’s like you don’t love me anymore.
Every time I was with you I was happy and every time I weren’t I felled like shit.
You are the reason I’m still here, you are the reason I’m still alive.
When I didn’t knew you I sad in a black hole that I couldn’t came out of, then you came along and you got me up. You made me forget the life I lived. You made me believe that I could do so much better, that I could do something with my life.
Now you are fading away and I’m starting to fall back, back in the black hole.
Every where on my arms there is scares and you can see the bones in my body.
I don’t even have the energy to tell you to come back to me.
I don’t have the energy to tell you that I still love you and that I can’t live with out you.
I don’t know what happened to us. I don’t even know why you are fading away.
Why are you living me?
What have I done?
Look what happens when you aren’t here. Why can’t you see it? Why can’t you see I’m hurting when you aren’t here?
You always said you would love me but I guess you change your mind.
Remember you always said you would be there for me but where are you now?
Remember you always said that things were going to be alright but now I’m not so sure.
Remember you always said you would protect me but why aren’t you protecting me against the knife.
Every time I think of you and you aren’t there the knife is. It’s the only thing there can make me fell better. It’s the only thing there can keep my mind of thinking about you.
Maybe you are not here because you found someone else? Maybe you are not here because you found something better, or maybe your just not here because you don’t love me anymore.
I still love you and I always will.
I guess maybe I just have to let you go, maybe I just have to forget about you and accept that aren’t here with me anymore, accept that you are gone.

Bye Harry.
I’ll never forget you.
I love you <3

Emne: Sv: Standalone Fics By Sidsel Tors Dec 25, 2008 10:07 pm

Vil i have den nye nu??

Emne: Sv: Standalone Fics By Sidsel Tors Dec 25, 2008 10:23 pm

Yes, please!

Emne: Sv: Standalone Fics By Sidsel Tors Dec 25, 2008 10:24 pm

Som du vil haha (:
Så kommer den lige om 2 sek. Når jeg lige har læst den igennem.

Emne: Every thing was beautiful ny fic (: Tors Dec 25, 2008 10:36 pm

Her kommer der så en ny (:
værsgo Anne jeg gør det kun for din skyld hihi
så håber du bliver glad <3
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Every thing was beautiful

Every thing was beautiful, every thing was fine. Every thing was alright until I met you, until I saw you for the first time.
You broke my heart.
You said you loved me. You said I was the one, the only one for you.
You just couldn’t resist. You couldn’t resist them all.
And I don’t blame you. All the girls you were surrounded by all the time. It must have been hard
I guess I just wasn’t enough.
Maybe I wasn’t as beautiful as they were?
Maybe they were thinner then I am?
Or maybe you were too weak, too weak to say no them?
I thought you loved me. I thought I was enough for you. That I could give you everything you wanted but I guess not.
Now I’m gone and I’m not coming back. You broke my heart, you really did. I loved you so much, you just couldn’t see it.

Every night I sat in the living room, in the dark waiting, waiting for you to come home.
So I could get the one kiss and the one hug I been waiting for all day.
You just never came,
You never came home before it was too late. Before I’ll already was sleeping.
You always came home in the middle of the night and still every night I sad there waiting for you.

It was your own fold that I left.
You could have been there more. You could have been there for me when I needed you,
You could have hugged me when I needed one and you could have been around more.
You knew I needed you but you just didn’t care.
You were busy having fun with the rest of the guys, forgetting me.
Was I really that awful?
If I were why did you say you loved me?
Why did you say you were crazy about me and couldn’t live with out me?
Were they all lies?
Every time you touched me, kissed me even called my name it gave me the shivers.
Not the bad unpleasant kind but the good kind, the good shivers.
The kinds who still reminded me of how much I loved you, that you were something special
Or well I thought you were.

You gat what you wanted, maybe that was enough. Maybe you’re really the kind of person who uses other people. The ones who take what they can get, tell people lies to get it and then walk away, or do something stupid who makes them disappear by them selves.
Maybe deep down you really loved me.
Maybe deep down you cared about me.
But I didn’t got the chance to feel that. I didn’t got the chance to feel that you really loved.
The only thing I saw was the jerk. The jerk I really thought you were.
The only thing I saw was a guy who didn’t care about anyone else but him self, a guy who kept hurting people over and over again. A guy who couldn’t control him self anymore, a guy who didn’t know what he was doing and didn’t know who he really loved and who he could trust.

But it’s to late now, I’m gone and I’m not coming back.
Maybe you will change. Maybe some day you will meet the right girl.
A girl you can stick to, a girl you really love and always will love.
I hope you do, I hope you really do.
I wasn’t that girl and I learnt that the hard way.
But someday you will find the right girl. I’m sure you will.

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hvad syntes i?
Godt/dårligt?
Noget der skal gøres bedre??

Emne: Sv: Standalone Fics By Sidsel Tors Dec 25, 2008 10:43 pm

Holy shit! undskyld jeg bander -.-

For pokker hvor er det godt, Sidsel.
Jeg er målløs hver eneste gang.
Du skriver bare så godt, får alle følelserne frem på en skide god måde.

Fortsæt endelig med det flotte arbejde! Very Happy

<3

Emne: Sv: Standalone Fics By Sidsel Tors Dec 25, 2008 10:46 pm

Anne skrev:: Holy shit! undskyld jeg bander -.-

For pokker hvor er det godt, Sidsel.
Jeg er målløs hver eneste gang.
Du skriver bare så godt, får alle følelserne frem på en skide god måde.

Fortsæt endelig med det flotte arbejde! <3

ååh Tusin taak.
Det rør mig så dybt ej haha (:
men mange taak.
Det er rigtig dejligt at få af vide, at det man skriver rent faktisk er godt (:

Emne: Sv: Standalone Fics By Sidsel Tors Dec 25, 2008 10:50 pm

Sidsel skrev:

Anne skrev:: Holy shit! undskyld jeg bander -.-

For pokker hvor er det godt, Sidsel.
Jeg er målløs hver eneste gang.
Du skriver bare så godt, får alle følelserne frem på en skide god måde.

Fortsæt endelig med det flotte arbejde! <3

ååh Tusin taak.
Det rør mig så dybt ej haha (:
men mange taak.
Det er rigtig dejligt at få af vide, at det man skriver rent faktisk er godt (:

No need to worry!
- Jeg siger hvad jeg mener .. Very Happy

Det er godt! Razz

Emne: Sv: Standalone Fics By Sidsel Tors Dec 25, 2008 11:48 pm

Anne har ret.
Det er rigtig godt, synes også at du skriver på en meget god måde.
So... Bliv ved med at skrive, ved at det bliver bedre og bedre.
Like a Star @ heaven

DU FÅR 5 STJERNER AF MIG! *skal lige siges. det er 5 ud af 5*
hehe... så, læg mere ind, snart okay? ;D
rigtig god, med mange føelser og tanker. Razz

Emne: Sv: Standalone Fics By Sidsel Tors Dec 25, 2008 11:58 pm

Så godt Sidsel.. ! xD fik totl tårer i øjnene.. ved ikke helt hvorfor.. men du skriver så sørgeligt!
Ikke at det er dårligt.. hehe.. men det er irkelig godt.. But very saaaaad!

glæder mig til der kommer en til søde! Very Happy

Emne: Sv: Standalone Fics By Sidsel Fre Dec 26, 2008 12:05 am

Aj de er altså vildt gode Very Happy

<3

Emne: Sv: Standalone Fics By Sidsel Fre Dec 26, 2008 12:29 am

Nuurh (:
Jeg bliver så glad når jeg læser jeres kommentare
<3
Taak Mine små Mcfly Freaks haha

Emne: Sv: Standalone Fics By Sidsel Fre Dec 26, 2008 12:55 am

mcflys skrev:: Så godt Sidsel.. ! xD fik totl tårer i øjnene.. ved ikke helt hvorfor.. men du skriver så sørgeligt!
Ikke at det er dårligt.. hehe.. men det er irkelig godt.. But very saaaaad!

glæder mig til der kommer en til søde!

Tænk jeg syntes ikke engang selv den var så sørgelig hihi.
Kan nok godt gøre det endnu være meen.
Det skal nok komme i en anden sammenhæng.
Har allerede en mere i tankerne hihi

Emne: Sv: Standalone Fics By Sidsel Fre Dec 26, 2008 10:07 am

Sidsel skrev:: Nuurh (:
Jeg bliver så glad når jeg læser jeres kommentare
<3
Taak Mine små Mcfly Freaks haha

McFly freaks, det er hvad vi er, hele bundet! Razz

Emne: Ny fic: Goodbye <3 Lør Dec 27, 2008 1:30 am

ny fic haha
titlen blev jeg ved at lave om og om igen (:
Så sagde jeg bom slut nej det bliver den haah
Lidt crappy. Men kunne virkelig ikke finde på andre. Very Happy

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Goodbye

I think it’s time, time for me to let go of my life.
You have been absolutely the best thing there could ever happen to me. And now it kills me to see you like this.
See you cry tars me apart.
I knew this would happen some day, just not so soon.
I told you I didn’t have so much time left. And you still stayed, you didn’t leave me. You still wanted to be with me even though I said that I would understand I you didn’t.
When the doctors told me there was nothing more they could do, you stayed with me every day, you didn’t leave me alone. You were with me every day, every hour, every minute.
And now you are still here holding my hand, telling me how much you love me and that I just can’t die.
It hurts me so bad to se you like this, I almost can’t look at you, but I know this probably is going to be the last time.
My last chance to kiss you, hug you and to say I love you cuss I really do.
I really do love you with all my heart. And I thank god every day fir him to have brought you in to my life.

Hearing you talk to me again and again makes me happy.
Hearing you talk about old times, how me met. Were we kissed for the first time, how you felled when you told me that you loved me. Asking me questions just to make sure that I’m still alive, that makes me smile.
I still remember when you said that you loved me and wanted to spend your life with me. There I realised that I had to tell you.

I remember the look you had on your face. That look still hurts inside just when I think about it.
I felled so bad when I told you, it was like I destroyed something, destroyed your dream.
I knew from that day that your dream was to spend you life with me and that was just something I couldn’t give you.
You didn’t talked to me for a few days and to be honest I didn’t expect you to come back.
But you did and I love you for that.
From the day you came back I knew that you were there to stay. All the other guys I have been with walked out on me when I told them. I always sad there waiting for them to come back but they never did. That was why I didn’t expect you to. But you did, you did come back.

Now they are all here “The gang” as I call them Danny, Tom and Harry just to be by yours and my side.
I have always liked them you know. They were always there if you were some where else I could always count on at least one of them.

I can see his eyes water up, Danny’s, Danny’s beautiful eyes. I don’t want him to cry, not him. I have never seen him cry and I don’t one him to do it now.
He has always been there for me, well since I met you.
He became my best friend. He was the one I told every ting to, things that I couldn’t tell you.
Things about how I felled about you and even how a felled about my self that precise day.
I love him and the rest of the guys to bits, they have been the only true friends I have ever had and now I’m losing them and I’m losing you. The one guy I have ever loved with all my heart.

So Dougie I know I won’t be here tomorrow and I will just say that I love you and the rest of the guys with all my heart. You guys have been my rug, my mountain the ones I could always count one.
Tears falls down my cheek while I’m saying this.
Don’t ever stop playing your music it’s the one keeping you together. Your strength is in the music. So please don’t ever stop playing.
Remember that I love you and I always will. You turned my world around. You showed me what love is really about and for the rest of the guys you showed true friendship.
When I’m gone please find some one to love again. Don’t stop living your life just because I’m not there anymore. I couldn’t beer if you did that.
So please Dougie life your life. I didn’t have the chance to do it you still do, so life your life for me.
I love you.

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hvad syntes i godt/ dårligt.
Noget der skal laves om??

Emne: Sv: Standalone Fics By Sidsel Lør Dec 27, 2008 1:37 am

Målløs igen

Sidsel, det er så smukt!
Du har helt klart talent Very Happy

Bliv endelig ved med at skrive!!

Emne: Sv: Standalone Fics By Sidsel Lør Dec 27, 2008 2:03 pm

Så godt! xD ve ikke hvad jeg ellers skal sige som jeg ikke har sagt før.. Det er så fucker sørgeligt at det er til at tude over. (; hehe..
Men så fucker godt! So please give us another one?

Emne: Sv: Standalone Fics By Sidsel Lør Dec 27, 2008 7:27 pm

Sidsel Sidsel Sidsel! Det er jo helt fantastsisk, og du behøver bestemt ikke at ændre på noget Very Happy

glæder mig altid til at du ligger nye fics og s/a's herind!
Du skriver så godt!!!! cheers

Emne: Sv: Standalone Fics By Sidsel Søn Jan 11, 2009 3:57 pm

Her kommer en ny en.
Lidt anden måde at skrive på hehe. Ved ikke helt hvad jeg selv syntes om den.
Så glæder mig til at høre hvad i syntes. (:
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I do, or do I?

The music started playing and everyone stood up. The doors open and there he was, he’s beautiful ocean blue eyes sparkled and he flashed he’s perfect white teeth’s. My heart started beating. I looked at Harry and gave him a nerves smile. He squeezed my hand and smiled.
We started walking and me heart kept beating faster and faster. Every ones eyes were on me and only me. He looked at me and gave one of he’s perfect smiles, one of those he knew I couldn’t resist.
I got up to the altar and kissed he’s cheek. He looked so happy, so peaceful like this was really what he wanted to do. But I know it wasn’t!
The priest looked at us and started to talk.

“We are gathered here today, in the sight of god, And in the face of family and friends, to join together Daniel Alan David Jones and Sophie Josephine Hanson in holy matrimony.”

I looked around the church. This isn’t what I wanted was it? I’m only twenty years old, I’m not supposed to get married so soon, am I? I looked up at the priest again and smiled.

“If any one can show just cause why they may not be lawfully joined together, let them speak now, or forever hold their peace.”

I could here people toss and turn to see if there were any one who said something but there weren’t. Of cause there weren’t. Me and Danny were so happy together. I loved him to bits. Everyone thought it was such a good idea that we got married. Everyone besides me.

“Who gives this woman? To be married to this man?”
“ I do.” Harry said and took a step forward. Now you’re probably wandering why Harry is giving me away and not my father, but you se I never knew my father and my mother died when I was ten years old, since then my aunt has been raising me on her own. Harry is my best friends so I thought he was the perfect chose to give me away. It was always him I came to if I had any problems and he is one of the persons I love the most.

“Daniel Alan David Jones do you take Sophie Josephine Hanson for your lawful wedded wife, to live together after God’s ordinance, in the holy estate of matrimony? Will you love, honour, comfort, And cherish her, From this day forward, Forsaking all others, Keeping only unto her, for as Long as you both shall live?”
He looked at me and smiled and then looked at the priest “I do”

“And now Sophie Josephine Hanson do you take Daniel Alan David Jones for your lawful wedded husband, to live together after God’s ordinance, in the holy estate of matrimony? Will you love, honour, comfort, And cherish him, from this day forward, forsaking all others, keeping only unto him, for as long as you both shall live?”
“I hmm, I”..
I got the shivers down my spine and not the good kind I may add.
I looked around the room. Every one was eager to hear what I was going to say. My throat started to hurt. I looked at Danny who looked very nerves now.
“Danny let just not get married right now!”
Every one started talking and looked around the room.
“I’m only twenty years old, I don’t even know who I am. And this isn’t what you want is it? This is what everyone else wants for us.”
He looked at me with is big blue eyes. Mine started to water up.
“I want to get out and see the world and most of all I just want to be with you, and find out who I am.”
He’s smile got so big and he gave me the biggest hug.
“I love you so much Sophie Hanson”
He took my hand and together we ran out of the church.

That was the best decision I’ve ever maid. After that we got so much closer and I’ve finally find out who I am and what I want to do. Now I know that Danny is the one I want to spend my life with and that there’s nothing there can tare us apart. He’s the one I will always love, no matter what happens. He’s the one I can trust.

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