boodbye by Sidsel

heejsa (:
ok her er en fic jeg selv har skrevet.
Der kommer en flere dele så det er bare den ene. Det er den første så skriv endelig hvad i syntes meget meget gerne (:
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Goodbye.

I’m setting here watching down on him. Hoping that he will do what he promised me the day I died. To move on that was the only thing I wanted him to do, to live his live no matter what. To find love again that was what I wanted for him.

I remember the last days of my live just laying there staring at the same spot and just wait. Wait for the moment were I will go to heaven.
I knew there wasn’t long time to go I could fell it.
The day I meet the guy there is setting beside Danny I knew I had found something special. That was the day I found love. We have had it so good and I had, had the best time of my live. But now be both knew what was going to happen. I didn’t want him to se me like that, I didn’t want him to see me die.

I remember the day I told. I don’t know if he gat angry or sad or what he did. He had been there for me ever since the day I told him, now we are just waiting.

* Flashback *

We were at his house one night, sitting in the sofa just watching some TV. I had ford about how to tell him the last couple of days. I hadn’t been my self and he knew it, he just didn’t know what was wrong.
I looked at him, trying to hold my tears back.

- Danny? I have something to tell you.
- Sure what is it? He was just setting there with no idea of what I was going to tell him.
- I’m sick.
- Why didn’t you tell me, I can follow you home, he smiled.
- No Danny it’s not like that, I’m sick I have leukaemia.

He looked at me with a face like he didn’t know what I had just told him.

- What?
- I have leukaemia, and I have stopped responding to treatments.
- As in, as in cancer you mean?

I felled a lump in my trout.

- Yes.
- But why didn’t you tell me?
- I’m telling you right now.
- But why not sooner.
- I didn’t want people to be all weird around me.
- Not even me?
- Especially not you, I love you Danny. I like you the way you are.

A tear ran down my cheek.
He looked at away, and then at me again.

- But you can’t have cancer, I mean look at you.
- But I do, and I don’t know how long time I have left.
- What NO! don’t say that you are not dieing.

He gat op from the sofa and went over to the window. I could se he was crying.

- Danny I..

I went over to him.

- I think I need to be alone right now.

I gave him a hug from behind, and left the house.

* End of flashback *

He had helped so much for the last weeks before I came to the hospital. With all the things I couldn’t do.
The days were I felt good we would go out with all over friends. When we were out it felt like heaven to me, being at home were like a prison because you weren’t strong enough to do anything.

The last day I had with him was the day I maid him promise me that he would move on and feel love again.

* Flashback *

I’m laying here with Danny by my side.
He is setting in a chair with a book.

- Danny? I said with a voice there barely couldn’t speak.
- Yes Hun, what is it?
- You have to promise me something.
- What is it?
- When I’m gone you have to move on. I don’t want you to be alone. I want you to find love again. I want you to live you life with out me. Can you promise me that?
- I can’t. I don’t want to be with anyone else but you. You are the only person I love

I started to cry, and I could se a tear felt down he’s cheek to.

- You have to Danny.
- No I don’t want to.
- Yes!
- NO! You don’t understand I love you. I can’t live whit out you.

He gat op and crawled op in my bed and we laid there for a while.

- I promise I will, I just love you so much. He whispered in my ear.
- I love you to.

* End of flashback *

That was the last thing he told me before I went to heaven. I promise.
He promised me he would do it.
So now I’m setting op here hoping that he will do what he promised me, To find love and live he’s live with out me.
I really hope he do, I really do.
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kommentare taak (:

Wauw, ved slet ikke hvad jeg skal sige,
tror også det er derfor der ikke er kommet nogle kommentarer . Ville bare lægge en alligevel så du ikke tror det er dårligt !
Men som sagt ved jeg slet ikke hvad jeg skal sige til den ??! Den er ret alvorlig , eller ?!?!?!?!?! Er lidt forvirret ?!

hehe tak tror jeg (:

Det er rigtig godt starten minder mig lidt 'A walk to remember'
Men ja, den er lidt speciel, men på en god måde. Og seriøs, glæder mig til at læse videre

theirstargirl skrev:

Det er rigtig godt starten minder mig lidt 'A walk to remember'
Men ja, den er lidt speciel, men på en god måde. Og seriøs, glæder mig til at læse videre

hehe det var skam også der jeg fik det fra, så det er ikke underligt (:

der kommer desvære ikke mere (:

McFLYxSidsel skrev:

theirstargirl skrev:

Det er rigtig godt starten minder mig lidt 'A walk to remember'
Men ja, den er lidt speciel, men på en god måde. Og seriøs, glæder mig til at læse videre

hehe det var skam også der jeg fik det fra, så det er ikke underligt (:

der kommer desvære ikke mere (:

Hehe, tænkte jeg nok
Det var ærgeligt, men det er måske også lidt svær at skrive videre på?

theirstargirl skrev:

McFLYxSidsel skrev:

theirstargirl skrev:

Det er rigtig godt starten minder mig lidt 'A walk to remember'
Men ja, den er lidt speciel, men på en god måde. Og seriøs, glæder mig til at læse videre

hehe det var skam også der jeg fik det fra, så det er ikke underligt (:

der kommer desvære ikke mere (:

Hehe, tænkte jeg nok
Det var ærgeligt, men det er måske også lidt svær at skrive videre på?

ja når nu jeg sluttede på den her måde hehe.. men det var heller ikk meningen jeg ville skrive mre (:

McFLYxSidsel skrev:

theirstargirl skrev:

McFLYxSidsel skrev:

theirstargirl skrev:

Det er rigtig godt starten minder mig lidt 'A walk to remember'
Men ja, den er lidt speciel, men på en god måde. Og seriøs, glæder mig til at læse videre

hehe det var skam også der jeg fik det fra, så det er ikke underligt (:

der kommer desvære ikke mere (:

Hehe, tænkte jeg nok
Det var ærgeligt, men det er måske også lidt svær at skrive videre på?

ja når nu jeg sluttede på den her måde hehe.. men det var heller ikk meningen jeg ville skrive mre (:

Hehe , jeg havde det også lidt på fornemmelsen , men super ærgeligt , det er nemlig rigtig godt skrevet !

Dannys-Princess skrev:

McFLYxSidsel skrev:

theirstargirl skrev:

McFLYxSidsel skrev:

theirstargirl skrev:

Det er rigtig godt starten minder mig lidt 'A walk to remember'
Men ja, den er lidt speciel, men på en god måde. Og seriøs, glæder mig til at læse videre

hehe det var skam også der jeg fik det fra, så det er ikke underligt (:

der kommer desvære ikke mere (:

Hehe, tænkte jeg nok
Det var ærgeligt, men det er måske også lidt svær at skrive videre på?

ja når nu jeg sluttede på den her måde hehe.. men det var heller ikk meningen jeg ville skrive mre (:

Hehe , jeg havde det også lidt på fornemmelsen , men super ærgeligt , det er nemlig rigtig godt skrevet !

tak (:
det kan være jeg starter på en hel ny, nu når jeg alligevel ikke skal lave en dyd i ferien.. haha jeg skal bare lige få en genial ide først (:
nu for vi af se..

Har ikke lige haft tid til at læse den før nu.. Og den er SUPER god!! Kan godt lide din måde at skrive på
Synes klart du skal skrive nogle flere, jeg læser dem i hvert fald med glæde

McFlyLover<3 skrev:

Har ikke lige haft tid til at læse den før nu.. Og den er SUPER god!! Kan godt lide din måde at skrive på
Synes klart du skal skrive nogle flere, jeg læser dem i hvert fald med glæde

iih tak det er så skønt at høre at folk kan lide det man skriver..
når man ikke høre det så tit haha man bliver så glad (:
eller jeg gør i hvert fald

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