så her kommer del 7
det er knap så lang og knap så godt.
men har en del og tænke på for tiden, så det er begranset hvor godt i kan få det. Desvære.
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Del 7
Harry
-what you can’t see who she is?
-Yes of course I can. She’s that model.
-Well yearh, but can’t you recognise her?
-No I can’t.
I took Dougie out in the hall. I couldn’t believe it was her. She was so beautiful now. But then again people chance. I know I did. Know I just can’t believe how I could do that to her. I just can’t.
- don’t you remember that girl from school. She went in you class. I could se he was thinking.
- we used to.. you know.. bully her!
- Shit is that her, he almost yelled. He turned around to look at her.
- wow!
- wow is that all you can say. What are we going to do? We have to apologise or something, I said and looked seriously at him.
- well we just have to go in there and talk to her. Obviously she knows it’s us.
- yearh your right I guess.
Sidsel
Jeg kunne høre dem snakke ude I gangen og lidt efter kom de ind.
-okay Sidsel. We know who you are and.. Harry tog over.
-And we are so, so sorry for what we did. But you have to believe us we have changed. I mean look at us. And do you think that Danny and Tom would even like us if we were the same guys as we were back then?
-But do you know what you put me trough? De kiggede lidt på hinanden og et stille nej kom fra Dougie.
-No i guess not.
-You made my life a living hell. I came crying home from school almost everyday because of you two. How do you think it is moving to a new country with a new language when your 10 years old, just because you dad gat a new job there? He wasn’t even there I had nobody. NOBODY.
- And you know what the worst part it? I put up with it. I didn’t even try to stop it. I couldn’t, I was too weak and I know it. But you guys were the reason I was weak, cuss you made me weak.
Jeg kunne se de kiggede på hinanden og ikke rigtig vidste hvad de skulle sige.
-we are so sorry. I don’t know what else to say, I really don’t. I don’t know what came over us. Maybe it was the pressure from over friends or what is was.
-Oh come on. You have your own life. You could just have said NO.
-I know, I know and I’m so sorry, you have to believe us. We changed and so have you. I mean.. Look at you, you’re beautiful.
-Don’t say it. I don’t wont to hear it ok. I’m going to live now. And I’m sure we can work this out some time, but right now I just need some air.
Jeg rejste mig og gik hen og tog min jakke og taske.
Da jeg kom ud kunne jeg mærke vinden blæse i mit hår og mine kinder blusse op af kulden.
Det var egentlig meget rart at komme ud med det, få sagt det til dem. Men om jeg nogensinde ville kunne holde ud at være i nærheden af dem, det ved jeg ikke. Jeg bliver jo nød til det vis jeg skal være sammen med Danny. Gør jeg ikke?
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