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-NOO! Skreg jeg. mens Danny sprøjtede på mig. Han gik hen og løftede mig og truede med at smide mig i vandet. jeg hvinede og tiggede ham om at lade være.
-Then you have to come swimming with me. Grinede han.
-But I haven't got any dry clothes for later.
-I've got a hodie and blankets. Come on Sweetie! Sagde han og sendte mig hunde øjne.
-Alright alright. Sukkede jeg.
-Yes. Sagde han kyssede mig på kinden og smed blusen og løb ud vandet. Jeg begyndte at ta tøjet af. Han piftede og jeg sprøjtede efter ham.
-Come on in!
jeg løb ud i vandet! Shit det var koldt, jeg var lige ved at vende om igen. Men han tog fat i min hånd og trak mig med længere ud.
Jeg sad på ryggen af ham og holdt fast om nakken mens han svømmede lidt rundt.
-You're gonna drown me! Sagde han og dykkede ned.Jeg hev ham op igen og grinede og kyssede ham. Vi svømmede lidt ind igen og mine tænder begyndte hurtigt at klapre.
-Your lips are all blue. Sagde han med et smil.
-That's because it is freezing!
-Oh come here. Sagde han og trak mig ind til sig. Han kyssede mig længe.
-that's better? Spurgte han. jeg nikkede stille.
-Let's get up before I get ill. Smilede jeg. Jeg viklede mine ben rundt om livet på ham og han bar mig op.
-Wauuw It's beautifull! Sagde jeg da vi sad og kiggede på solnedgangen. det var ikke så varmt mere. Men jeg sad under tæpper og med Danny rundt om mig så det hjalp på det.
-Mmm. I know. Mumlede han ind i mit hår.
-Couldn't you just sit like this forever. Sagde jeg mens jeg stirrede på solen.
-Here, anywhere. Just it's with you babe.
-That's cheesy Danny. But cute. Grinede jeg. vendte hovedet og kyssede ham.
3 uger senere:
Dannys pov:
I called up Em. She would be coming round tonight. we would all have dinner together, us, the guys, Carrie and Hazel.
-Hello? She answered.
-Hi sweetie. How's it going?
-Fine. Can't wait for tonight.
-Me neither. Missed you had to call you. I grinned down the phone. I saw Dougie making eyes at me while he sat on the floor waiting for me to finish the talk. I kicked him in the side.
-Orhh. You're so sweet.
-I know. So what are you doing. I smiled down the phone.
-Making packing list. Everything is a me.. I interrupted her.
-Packing list! Where are you going? I asked even though I already knew the answer. She sighted in the other end.
-Danny. It's time for me to go home. the year is up in a week. I felt a lump in my throat.
-You can't just leave. What.. what about the things you said!?
-We can talk tonight okay? I didn't answer right away. Just looked out the window. I felt Dougies eyes on my back.
-Fine. I said and felt like 12.000 dworfs where having hangover in my heart.
-I'll see you. I love you okay? She said again.
-Yearh I love you too. I hung up the phone and kept starring out the window. She couldn't just leave! Dougie sat down beside me.
-So she's gonig backhome now? He asked. He wasn't really as stupid as people thought. I nodded.
-Mate I'm sorry. I thought about what he said and she couldn't just leave. She just coudn't!
-Don't be. She's gonna stay. I said still looking out the window.
-She is!? What are you gonna do? Really it's like he could read my thoughts!
-Just you wait and see. I'm gonna make her stay. I said thinking like crazy and got up.
-I'll see you tonight Doug.
-What you gonna do!? He yelled after me.
-I have no idea! But it's gonna work! I yelled back closing the door behind me...
*
-I didn't know you and Ewan were that serious. Sagde jeg til Hazel da vi stod i Dannys køkken. Vi havde lige spist. Hun sendte mig et stort smil.
-I know. But we just klicked, you know.
-And you can just as well thank me. Sagde jeg og rettede mig op. Hun slog ud efter mig. Danny kom ind i køkkenet, lagde en arm om mig.
-Can we talk? Spurgte han. Jeg sank en klump, han havde opført sig helt normalt hele aftnen, hvilket jeg ikke havde forventet.
-Sure. Sagde jeg og Hazel gik ud af køkkenet.
Der var stille lidt.
-Can't we talk about this later? Spurgte jeg så. Han kiggede på mig.
-Later!? You're leaving in a week, were you just planning on sending me a postcard? Som en bombe der sprang.
-No, of course not, but.
-But what?
-You make it sound like I'm just some coldhearted bitch who just leaves you. I mean you knew all along that this was just for 1 year!
-I don't want you to leave. Han kiggede mig ind i øjnene. Jeg følte en klump i halsen.
-I wish I could stay too Danny, but I can't. SAgde jeg stille.
-You can't or you won't? Sagde han ligeud. Jeg mærkede en tåre prike i øjenkrogen, hvorfor var han altid så fucking stædig!
-That's not fair!
-It's not fair! I'm the one being left by the person I love! Halvråbte han.
-And I'm leaving the peson I love! Råbte jeg tilbage i hovedt på ham. Der blev stille på den anden side af døren.
-Yearh. But you chose it!
-I chose it! I chose it!? Danny I can't do this right now!?Jeg gik ud i stuen, han ville nok ikke råbe når de andre var der. Jeg tørrerede tårrerne væk. De andre stod i gangen og kiggede med seriøse ansigter op på mig.
-Where are you going? Spurgte jeg.
-Err. We thought, we thought we would give you guys a chance to talk. Sagde Tom.
-No, it's okay, just stay. We can talk about it later. Sagde jeg.
-Again Em, there's not gonna be a later, you're leaving in a week! Sagde Danny der var kommet til syne igen. Jeg sukkede højlydt og de andre gik langsomt ud af døren.
-What you want me to do about it?
-I want you to stay!
-Even if I wanted to then I can't, I only got legal permission to stay a year!
-Then marry me. Sagde han hurtigt. Mit hjerte slog hurtigere, jeg stoppede midt i en bevægelse.
-What did you just say?.
-I said marry me! Sagde han tydligt med et lille smil og tog fat i min hånd...
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Hvad synes i?
Havde lige lidt svært ved skænderriget, hehe?
Som altid, noget godt, noget der skal gøres bedre?