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Det var et helvede at få fat i en taxa. Jeg følte mig lidt ussel da jeg snuppede en taxa foran en gammel dame med roulater.
Men hey, hun havde nok ikke en hun skulle erklære sin kærlighed til, hun havde sikkert en gammel skaldet mand med ølmave der elskede hende.
Okay hvad er planen... Tænk Emilie, Tænk.. Skulle jeg bare banke på hans dør og sige 'hej, jeg er sku kommet tilbage så stik mig lige et kys' Hmm.. Nej dur ikke. jeg havde brug for at komme op med noget genialt.
Det var begyndt at regne og trafikken var gået i stå.
-Can't we go any faster? Spurgte jeg chauførren.
-What can I say, midday trafic in london can be a bastard.
vi havde flyttet os noget i retningen af 2 meter de sidste 10 minutter. jeg blev utålmodig.
Da vi havde kørt ca. en halv meter mere blev det for meget.
-It's fine here. Sagde jeg stak ham nogle penge og hoppede ud i regnvejret og begyndte at løbe. Jeg blev fuldstændig gennemblødt, men jeg var ligeglad.
Det stoppede med et regne lidt efter, men det var for sent, jeg var allerede blevet helt våd og kold.
Da jeg kom til hans vej stoppede jeg og hev efter vejret. Okay. det var så nu jeg skulle bruge den geniale plan som ikke var der. Jeg gik langsomt ned ad gaden, mit hjerte begyndte at hamre
da jeg så alle de kendte omgivelser, jeg må ha' gået på den her vej ca. 1 million gange, men i dag var det noget andet. Jeg stoppede.
Hvad hvis han ikke ville have mig tilbage? Hvad hvis han var ovre mig. Tanken gjorde mig srækslagen. Jeg tog en dyb indånding.
Nej jeg blev nødt til at finde ud af om han følte det samme, hvis han ikke gjorde ville jeg da i det mindste vide jeg havde prøvet. jeg gik videre.
Jeg tænkte så meget over hvad jeg skulle sige at jeg ikke lagde mærke til hvor meget jeg egentlig frøs.
Jeg mærkede sommerfuglene i maven da jeg stod og kiggede på hans hus. Jeg skulle til at tage et skridt men i stedet vendte jeg om. Jeg gik med hurtige skridt tilbage af gaden igen.
Jeg kunne ikke bare banke på. Jeg vidste heller ikke om jeg kunne tage et nej fra ham. Okay han havde godt nok friet til mig, men det var i et sekunds komplet sindssyge, Den aften havde jeg behandlet ham som lort, Men i lufthavnen havde han været så afklaret med det hele. Måske alt for afklaret. Jeg tog fat i armbåndet, kiggede på det.
Jeg tog mig selv til hovedet. 'Hvad er det jeg laver!' tænkte jeg. jeg drejede om igen, tog min mobil op af lommen og tastede langsomt hans nummer...
Danny's pov:
-Hello? I asked.
-Danny? she breathed down the phone I got the shivers.
-It's me, Em. She said.
-I.. I konw.
-So.. erm. How are you doing? She asked me. Her voice was shaking alittle.
-Erm. I'm doing good. Kinda busy. I lied down the phone I was not busy at all. I actully sat and watched some crap on tv and ate coco pops out of the box.
-Oh. There was silence for abit.
-It's just that.. When I told you I was doing fine I lied. My heart skipped a beat as I listend to her voice. She continued:
-I'm doing like shit without you. And that's the truth.
-Em, just stop. I said:
-You will just make this harder. For a month I'd thought she was over me now she was telling me this?
-Harder? Danny. I tried to forget about you I booked my self up with friends and family so I wouldn't have to think about you, I even kissed Marcus to make it feel like old times. But nothing helped. I couldn't get you out of my head.
I stood for abit and listened to what she was saying. She was talking really fast.
-I don't know what to say.
-But what would you do if I came back.?She asked and it sounded like she was holiding her breath. I didn't answer right away.
-I don't know. I just sighed:
-I'm not gonna answer that. Cause you're not coming back.. Look I have to go..
-No Danny just wait! She almost yelled:
-What would you do if i came back. What would you do if I was there right now? She asked kinda desperately. I sighed again:
-Proberbly kiss you. I said in a low voice. And by tellig her that I felt like I had surrenderd.
Surrenderd to the fellings I had tried to forget, but I couldn't.
She didn't answer. Someone knocked on my door.
-Just hold on someone's at the door. I said down the phone.
I slowly opend the door. My jar dropped and my heart skipt a beat.
-Then kiss me. She whispered. I didn't say anything. She took a step forward and I did as she told me to. I kissed her slowly on the lips.
when we finally broke apart. A big smile came across her face.
-So what does this mean? I asked in chok:
-are you...
-Back. For good. She finished.
-If you want me to? She said and looked at me. i didn't answer and she continued.
-Look. I know I proberbly ruined it all by leaving. But I did what I thought was right. But it was a big mistake.. But you know you have to make the mistake before realising it. She was talking and talking and I just watched her, Her blond her was dark from water, it was sticking to her face, her lips was slightly blue and her clothes was sticking to her body.
Listening to hergo on and on just made me laugh. I placed my finger on her lips.
-Just shut up okay. I smiled:
-I'm glad you're back. I was a misarable shit without you. And I've got the guys to profe that. She through her self around my neck.
-So..? I said smiling and looked at her. She smiled back.
-What are we gonna do about us.? I asked. She thought for a while.
-We could start over.. Hi I'm Emilie. And I'm very wet.. And kinda cold. She said with a smile.
I pulled her inside.
-What do you say to we just continue from where we left off?
-Fine by me. She grinned and lent in and kissed me.
-Why are you so wet, it's half and hour or somrthing like that since it rained.
-Well. I was thinking if I should come now or come back tonight and serenade you through the window. She said with a smile. I laughed.
-I would defenatly have liked that. But now let us get you out of those wet clothes shall we. I said.
-Is that really all you're thinking about. She grinned and hit me:
-oh god I've missed you, you know that right?
-Actully. I didn't.. I said and looked her in the eye. She looked back at me and we stood like that for a while.
I didn't know what the future would bring, none of us did, But I knew that right now the right thing was for us to be together, and we both knew that...
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Okay hvad synes I? Ærligt tak? XD hehe.
HAvde eget besvær med at få det skrevet.
Det er kort og hvor godt det er ved jeg ikke helt? (havde advaret jer XD) men ja kommentare?